My luck has changed finally! I did end up losing subsidy but it turned out to be a good thing! I decided to try to open my own housekeeping business and right away one the the richest families in my area has asked me to work for them full time! I'll be cleaning 2 huge mansions and 2 businesses and making a mint! I also found a sitter for $20/day for both kids (not each like most people charge!). YAY! I am so excited! Also a little nervous, I don't know anything about running my own business. Any pointers from those who do?